I had an amazing night; in reality I had an amazing weekend. Not so much because of what I did, though that was outstanding too, but because I made a decision that I know some people will scold me for, and I don't care. I decided to do what was in my heart. What ME wanted. I knew that if I decided to do the other I would never have stuck to it. I would have said "no I wont do that"... then turned around and done it. I don't want to put myself through lying of any sort... especially lying to the most important person... MYSELF.

Because I made this decision I had an incredible night. One that will stay with me forever. Today I am the happiest I have been in months. I am happy because I listened to myself and I chose to do the right thing for me. I don't know how this decision will end up, but because I listened to me I have no regrets. No matter, I have learned that listening to myself and following my heart is the right thing to do.

Lacy.